Okay'. This may sound very depressing, but it's only because I took some strong pills.. So0o Everything is just gonna bubble out. I'm emotional when high. x_x

First, I dropped out of high school. It's fun but I kinda miss seeing all my friends and such.. Tho I get the time I need to think my things trough and to heal. (Mentally.)
I also gave up on love. I don't try anymore 'cause I know I only end up getting hurt in the end, and that's an other thing I'm sick of.

You- Ohh you.. You make me so sick. I don't get it after everything you've done to me you get to be happy in the end. It's not fair. You will be the death of me someday. Or not, maybe I'm just being dramatic, but I'm sick and tired of your little games... But I know that deep down inside. I'm strong. And I know I'll be okay in the end. No thanks to you.

I spend most of my night getting high. (Mostly weed, or pills. Like narcotic..) Because when I don't I do horrible insomnia and end up sleeping all day.. Wich is bad.

I'm trying to save my money 'cause me and Greg really wanna move to montreal this summer. And this is placing more pressure on my sholders..

I'm getting more and more detached from my familly, and my mother keeps trying to bring me back. I'm gratefull to have her.. I love her very much..

Anywho, I think that's about it.. I feel like I'm gonna be sick so0o.. I'm gonna hit the bed.. Hopefully to sleep.

Gnight everyone.
Maxx</3